Sunday, November 19, 2006

Just another day

Well, it's been 7 months since I have been diagnosed with Brain Cancer. What started out as a grape sized tumor quickly grew to the size of a large man's fist within 6 weeks. According to the Oncologists I wasn't supposed tolive past the beginning of September. Funny thing is I never even allowed that to be an option. I started Chemo the day I found out and have been going ever since (with a few breaks of course filled with Radiation) and have continued to hang on to this life.I iknow that it is not easy for anybody my husband and kids included. You see, I have 4 beautiful children and a husband that need their mother around for a long time to come. This is a lot to think about on a daily basis and it is so hard to see them cry when I am having one of my many bad days. The only thing I can do is move over and have them snuggle up while we talk and cry past the worst parts. Yes, This is my life.